Pet Peeves

You know what really annoys the shit out of me. . . . . . bad customer service. I mean really it bugs the crazy horse shit out of me. I'm sure everyone hates it. I mean who really enjoys receiving a service from someone that brought their " I should have stayed at home today" face to work. Ugh. I get livid. Especially because I deal with customer service day in day out. Internal external. Damn what I have to say to you if you give bad customer service. . . . . . Watch will&grace, you feel better about others and your self. . . . . .
You know, I was watching the National Geogrphic channel yesterday ( or was it disc chnnl or the history chnnl? I don't know, does it really matter?) Anyhow, I was watching a documentary titled, " Earth Biology" and it'd themed topic. Well, It goes on to explain the wonder and life of earth. How is a great planet. All the components are just right to make it possible to breath, live, etc. Well the closing ended on such a note that was just so impactful for me. >>>>> You know how there is a biggo' trend and all. Green advocators are all on this spasm about going green to save the Earth. Yada yada yada. Well the narrator ends saying, " You don't need to go green to save the Earth. Earth will survive, Earth was made to triumph. Go green to save yourself!"- Well if you had seen the documentary, you'd understand. But think about it........ Add that one to the list.

Just here

Well I haven't mentioned absolutely anything about what's really going on. Well I here I go. lol. Really not much has gone on. Well I lie, So many things are new. I mean I really cannot sum up everything but a lot has gone on. At the current moment work life is going good. I'm in a new position, which I love. I feel I was meant for it. As though it was created for me to fill its shoes. Though I am loving it and learning so much, I get somewhat saddened that I'll only be there shortly. I strive to continue my success. To prosper in life. My drive is never ending. This is literally a stepping stone that must be stepped in order for me to attain the success the my sight is set on. I am really starting to get a handle on things. I love it. If y0u don't know what I am talking about, I became a supervisor at work. For me a long time coming, but never too late. I feel that I am equiped with the knowledge and support to triumph. Well work is a continueous cycle of the never ending, and I can spend so much time elaborating my days of, well work. But I will not. I refuse to. I'm done for the day, gave my 8hrs (8 hrs and 33min) but who's really counting. lol. Well other than that, personal life. . . . . . . . . . . . .
Well for some reason my personal life seems as though it is at a stand still, a hault. I swear I want so much in life. So much, but with this I just don't know where to go, what to do. What comes of it. For once, I don't know. I'm a person that don't like surprises. I like schedules, agendas, and most importantly. . . purpose. I don't know where this will end up, I hope it'll end in old age, but being logical of the matter who knows. I currently find myself in a strange relationship. One full of love. But for some reason, a lot of missunderstanding. I know what I want in life. I know what life wants out of me. I hate sacraficing, but have no problem doing it. I even do it with a smile. I don't know. I really don't have nothing bad to say about my relationship. We'll just have to stay tuned and see what happens. Because I myself don't know. I myself am in the shadow as far as the longetivity of this stint. But i'll keep at it as long as it's here. I'm not a quiter. A fighter for what I want, I am. One full of passion, little regret, full of love, compassion, and drive. One who strives, like the Great King Solomon, strives for wisdom. You know, everytime I pray, I always ask for wisdom. . . . and understaning. You know I always say that wisdom and understanding are lifes greatest gifts. Well I should say Gods greatest gifts. I believe in my heart that once wisdom and understanding is attained, all else will follow. It has to. It seems damn near inevitable. I don't know for some reason. I really am dissatisfied with my personal life. I really am. I feel that I am wasting time. Precious time. Time that can be focused else where. Why do I allow myself to stay in my situation. In a general sense. Nothing geared at anyone nor anything. Just in a general sense. Just thinking about my dissatisfaction makes me want to go throw up. . . . . seriously. I feel sick, disgusted, and beside myself. At a lost for words, thought, and game plan. BRB. . . . . . . . . . . . . . I'm back. I grabbed me a nice ice cold brewskie. The good ol' medicine. ( I'm just kidding about medicine. . . . you don't ever feel better). I guess I really can't be sobby about anything. I'm still here right. . . . . lol. Well if you do, pray for me.